I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you very very easily but I also like that we can be a p a r t and we're both ok. Space is good too sometimes. I love the way we love some of the things and how we love entirely different things. My head is a complicated pile of thoughts, fears, cravings, dreams, the past, the future and you.
I am human. I am flawed. I am broken. I am trying. I am learning. And I love you for your every strength and weakness. You make me feel warm and secure but most of all you bring me unlimited amount of happiness. To bring someone happiness in such a way is a very powerful thing I believe, because it can break a person completely. I trust and love you with my entire heart Cal. There's this special connection between us that nobody will ever understand. Thank you for always being a sweetheart, to tolerate all my nonsense, for being super patient with me when I'm at my lowest and for making me the happiest and luckiest girl in the universe <3
P/s: I hope you'll get well soon so I can bring you out to have some pizza!! =p
