I don't know why I feel so lost. I miss you and getting your text telling me you're booking out from camp excites the hell out of me but at the same time I dk how I'm really supposed to feel??
This few days haven really been that well, everyday feels the same. Cold and empty. I feel like it's been years seen I saw you, time is passing so quickly but at the very same time it felt like forever.. It's way too painful, having to feel and go through this everyday i think my heart is totally used to the ache.
I feel so guilty because I seem like I'm forcing you, it's not supposed to end up like this. This weekend is supposed to be ours but not anymore, I feel so sad why is this happening to us. We have been behaving well we deserve some quality time together!!
I feel like I'm going to explode very soon. So much stress I brought upon myself, I am such a failure.. Good night to you and sweet dreams.
