Breakfast with you in the morning is a good start of the day but waking up with you in bed beside me would be perfect. I lost count of the times you blinked your eyes today, the times you had a smile on your face and the amount of times you smelled me secretly thinking I wouldn't know (now you do).
Days with you around makes me feel like I actually have a life. Plans don't ever work out as we want it to be so all I do now is hope, pray and be good so at least I feel that I deserve to hug you tightly when you book out from camp. The wait is horrible, it's a nightmare and torture but you know I would do anything for you. Waiting is just the start of this rollercoaster ride we've be in for 3 years 4 months now and I know all the pain we've gone through is worth it.
You know me best, better than anyone I know even my family. You can tell something is wrong just by my voice or a look but I've to say I'm quite good at masking up all that emotions inside me. I'm so thankful to have you supporting me all the time, to be so understanding and willing to listen to my problems. I know you're always trying your best to help and I love you even more for that. Right now I miss you like crazy, I hope you're doing well in camp and that I'll be able to see you again soon.
