<3

So thankful that I get to see Cal 2 days in a row but that's quite fair because the both of us think that the time we get to spend tgt on Saturday was far too short haha (fact). It's not the best idea to meet him on the day when he needs to book in to camp but I'm really glad I get to see him today because yesterday my heart was feeling so heavy I felt like I could die anytime in my sleep (I was sleepy finally).

He once told me he's not good with words but that was obviously a lie lol, ok maybe he didn't realised he's good but ya. He is always so sweet in both text msg and irl I literally wanna squeeze him, hug him and not let go. That's when you see rainbows coming out of my ear. I never dared to hug him like that in public even if I've the f***ing urge to. Let me tell you it's not easy to keep all that joy inside I just wanna let it burst out and blind everyone with the excitement I have so I can really hug him tightly!! Apparently that only happens in my head.. Heh.

My bed is calling out for me. Next week will be a great one, I can sense it I really can! This week is a fresh start ~