Weekends

The day I look forward to the most is Saturday because I know I'll get to see Cal but I hate it that we always don't have enough time together. I'm really grateful I even get the chance to see him at least once a week but greedy me as usual I wanted more. There I go again, in case you don't know whining is sort of my gift.

I have so much in mind and there are way too many things I don't want to do but I have to face it because I don't have a choice. All I really want right now is to be able to have a nice, peaceful sleep. A sleep that I won't wake up feeling like I'm dying or that I know I barely slept for 3 hours. Even Cal noticed my lack of sleep when I'm wearing makeup. That's not good..

To be honest I do somehow admirer myself for being able to pull through so much shit in life and do so much even though I hardly gets enough sleep. Enough sleep for a normal person I would say and my body is so wonderful for not feeling tired even though my mind is. Human is a wonderful creature, agree?
I love weekends but hate it at the same time because that means Monday is up next. Not that I hate Monday since it's a fresh start but Monday is so far from Saturday you see.. I'm already hating Sunday right now, sleepless night like this makes you think and talk a lot but it all doesn't make sense. It's almost 3AM I wonder how many people have you killed in your game hmm ~

P/s: Cal if you are reading this I'm sorry I've to say this again, I love you.