I can't find words to describe how I feel now, it's like I'm trapped. I want to do great things, start drawing and painting again. I want to make sure everything goes according to plan, I need to start climbing towards my goal in life now. I want to be happy and see everyone around me happy. I don't wanna be rich or famous or anything I just need life to be a little bit better in all ways.
Even if I have to give up my dreams in studying art to reach my goal, I would. I need some luck, some motivation and determination. I need to start working hard for what I want in future. Most importantly I need to love math, try to at least. I need and want to ace it this time.
Just wake up from daydreaming already Eunice, it's time you make yourself and everyone around you feel proud. All you need is a little faith and a push, don't fall back to square 1 and throw your effort and money down the drain. Luck will start coming your way if you believe in yourself a little more.
