Hmm. Found a job, something new and I'm quite looking forward. What I'm worried about is that I might let them down because I still new and I don't think I'm a fast learner at all. I need at least a week to be comfortable with new people around me, when i get nervous I can't pronouns words clearly but trust me I'm trying my best to kick this bad habit away.
Went to take a look at the shop and that was when I start getting nervous about work. I wasn't at first really I was more excited but now whenever I think about it the butterflies in my stomach start flying around making me nauseous. I don't think I'll be able to sleep the night before work, that's bad.
I'm very thankful for the job and I really didn't expected to be hired but everything happen for a reason yes? Hopefully the wheel is spinning right and it's the start of good luck coming my way. I really need to do well this time especially for my math paper next year.
You only get what you want if you work your ass for it, I understand this and I'm not going to disappoint everyone around me again this time. No matter how much I hate math this time i NEED to ace it.
I believe that this time everything will work out well as long as I focus. The first 2 weeks will always be the worst but I'm gonna get used to it. This is a brand new start to make a better me. Not giving up because I know I'm better than this.
P/s: I'd the best waffles w ice cream w Cal earlier and that $16 is worth it.
Pp/s: Did I mention I'm broke & on a extremely tight budget? Gonna eat air till I get my pay.
