3 weeks seems short but it's a bloody long time to me. I'll miss you extremely badly and I know you would feel the same too. This heartache is not the best feeling but I know it shows how important you are to me and that's the msg I want it to get across to you when I said 'My heart is aching'.
Life without you is a nightmare but I'll cherish everyday single day, work hard at work and look forward to you back to my side. If you're reading this my dear remember don't ever doubt yourself or your ability to do anything. Have more faith in yourself just like you have it in us. There is nothing in the world you can't do, just do your best and whatever it is I'm still going to be very proud of you.
This is hard for the both of us but at the end of the day our plan will work out just fine and eventually everything will fall into place. All this will be worth it so don't give up alright ? Hang in there baby we're almost there, as each day passes by we're nearer to our goals. I hope you're feeling better and your rashes to be gone by now.
Good night my dear cal <3 xoxoxo
