Won't be posting for a long while, need some time out alone. Nobody read this space anyway because I'm too boring.

I have so much to say but I rather not say anything because I know that it's not going to change anything. I don't even know where to start. Life is good so far so why can't I just enjoy it and stop whining ? Because I am greedy and I hate it.

I know that I'm happy with everything that's going on in my life now but then there's this sour feeling. This awful feeling that's always there, I fight so hard to ignore & to hide it at the back of my mind but it's just too strong.

I don't ask much really, all I want is to be able to enjoy a day with nothing to worry about. Maybe because I'm a worried wart so ya worrying is like my part time job but it's so hard not to worry anything at all. I get nervous and anxious when I'm outside or in the crowd. I feel safe when I'm alone in a room best if it's dark, I think I'm not normal. I need some music, coffee and some eye shut.

Actually I have more packing and mopping to do so ya happy 11:36PM.

Photos from instangram

Last year was kinda full of shit especially December when my bad luck was on full force. Never failed to knock into something or fall. Now that it's a brand new year I'm really looking forward to it ! I think my bad luck should have run out by now..

As usual work was fun, can't wait to see all the girls again ! Having 4 days off but all this 4 days are packed with things to be done. My sis's 21st birthday celebration tomorrow and we're all packing the house. I hope she's happy and like the iphone4s !

I need to get a organizer soon, oh $$$ please be in my bank soon I have been working so hard I think I deserve you ~