Tuesday, August 28, 2012

What I've been up to

Can't sleep so I decided to do another post. So I've been running 5-8km 2 to 3 times a week until 6th Aug. Was so busy with packing because my family and I were moving over to my aunt's house to stay while we search for a new suitable flat. Started working out at home with the 'Nike training' app and eating lesser junk (I usually don't eat junk food). Then I started with the 30 days shred workout.
Decided to eat clean since I'm already working out, I wanna make it a healthy habit and lifestyle but I failed 2 days after lol. Starting clean eating all over today (29th Aug) and this time I'm dead serious (I know nobody take me seriously sigh).

I'll be ignoring all negative comments and what others think because it's my life and I'm not on a bloody unhealthy weight-loss diet. I did all this exercise to get to where I am today and I'm barely there yet so what makes you think once i've reached my 'dream body' I can stop working out and junk the shit out of my head? Lol if you think that's how it work then let me tell you, you're never getting anywhere. All this don't come for free you know.

I've people always assuming I'm on a diet because they think I'm trying to Lose-Weight. Let me make this clear (I find a need to explain because there are way too many ignorant people around who need to be educated and get their facts right before making any comments) I'm trying to burn Fats and Build Muscles. Which mean I'll gain weight (muscle mass), be stronger, get lean and still look good. Just because I choose not to put the same food others put in their mouth into mine doesn't mean I'm on a weight-loss diet. I just made a choice to treat my body better so in a long run I'll live better, feel better and look better.
You can say I'm on a healthy diet since its still a diet but it's not like I'm only eating a handful of baby carrots for the whole day so please wipe off that look on your face when you ever pop the question 'are you on a diet?' because yes I am and it's a lifetime kinda thing.

I get mad everytime I get to this topic of how people always judge and think they know it all. Educate yourself really, my life don't even affect yours so why come and try to 'safe' me. I AM saving myself lol. Good talk mates good talk, I'm gonna get so much hate for writing all this but truth is I don't have much fucks to give anymore.
Good night xoxo

July & August 2012

Totally didn't notice it's almost end of Aug and I forgot all about my blog and tumblr until today.. My bad. Too caught up with life I guess? I had been busy working, packing/moving house and working out. Here are pictures of people I adore other than pictures of me and my bf (lol I just realised I don't post photos of others much, will start to do so).

Not much social life as usual, my friends must be thinking I'm a jerk for not making time for them but that's not true I just don't feel that I'm ready to step out of the house yet..

You know the feeling when you feel so lost like you've time travelled to the future and everything is so new and just too much for you to take in? I don't know I just hate the crowd and urgh all the stares like I don't belong here. Maybe I really don't? Hmm..